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I'M SOOO EFFING TIRED!!!!!!!! MY FEET HURT!!!!!!! I WENT TO COHEN STADUIM TO HELP...NOW THAT I'M A CHEERLEADER!! IT WAS HELLA FUN..YA'LL SHOULDA GONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH YEA SUM1 TALK 2 ME WEATHER U KNO ME OR NOT CUZ ME BORED! MUAHZ!
 
 
 
 
 
 
hi.
i really like this one guy.
he clearly is .stupid.
because i do so much for him and he thinks i do it for my own good.
i'm .mad. at him now.
because he did something to me that shows he doesn't .care. about me.
this time i'm not going to talk to him nomore.
i have given him so many chances and he thinks it's a game.
i'm .hating. him now.
he knows i'm mad at him but doesn't make it up or apologizes to me.
instead he calls me being nice.
he calls me b-e-a-utiful names.
he makes me feel special.
he calls me a princess.
he tells me three lovely words: i love you!
i respond saying: fuck u!
he had something real in front of him but spitting game is what he chose.
i'm letting him .go. now
bye.
 
 
 
 
 
 
leave me a comment so i can kno dat i'm not da only loser that still has livejournal!!
 
 
 
 
 
 

wtf.

i remember when dis stupid LJ was lyke da best thing but of course they alwayz come out w. sumthing betta lyke MYSPACE! ooo sooo addicting...i <3 it!

jeez. da yr. went by soo FAST.

darn. just when my yr. was going way cool 'n' crazii. say bye bye to 2005. 'n' hello to 2006.

yikes. we almost graduating. yay!

i have a feeling 2006 iz gonna be waii insane. hmm..can't wait. mucho fun lies in front of us. o hell yes!

x-mas was waii cool...got cool gifts..i got my car...can't drive it though...blah. how was ur x-mas?

da next daii woke up @ 5am 2 go 2 da mall. only waii insane ppl would do dat. mall wasn't open. waited. saw. like.bought.came home @ 12pm. shit my feet were hurting!

now i'm babysitting my baby niece.3months old. until fri. den i can party!

any1 wanna hang out...leave a comment.

really doubt any1 gonna live a comment.LJ waii not cool no more 4 comments.

o got a new account on tagworld. u should too. so u can add me.

www.tagworld.com/imdashiznit

i'm done. just wanted ta update so u kno i'm still alive in dis bitch.

bye.

 
 
 
 
 
 

i'm hella sick.....fuck!

sat. was ok i went 2 da military ball w/ maurice....it was kinda boring....but i spent sum tyme w/ him soo it was all gravy. i spent da nite @ tasha's 'n' we got buzzed 'n' den we crushed out.lol.

sun. i woke up hella early 'n' started drinkin again so den we went 2 da swap kinda drunk den we put up da x-mas tree...den we went 2 her g-ma's house den dai took me home...yup yup.

mon. went 2 skool beeyatch!!!!!!!!! 'n' now i'm sick....wut more do u want 4rm me.....i'm outties...ova 'n' out.

 
 
 
 
 
 

Yesterdai i got high...2dai i ditched 4th wut more must i say.

 
 
 
 
 
 

chris go suck a dick..it's wut u do best....stupid mofo. chris iz my ghetto ass boifriend...which i tink i made it pretty clear da otha dai dat we are through...anyway he cheated on me...how many timez?> who fuckin kno's but it was plenty of times....wut-a-whore! uh yea 'n' i just kept goin out w/ him when urry1 knew bout dis (ewwww) so practically da whole freakin skool knew so basically i was da last mofo person 2 kno...dat made me look dumber den wut i iz! GRRRRRR!

2 make matters worse...on fri. my mom 'n' i got into a huge fight! She be trippin on stupid ass shyt..'n' dat pisses me off! ok so i didn't have permission 2 go 2 da game...but fuck it i went anyway..why?> cuz i'm gangsta lyke dat 'n' don't give a shyt...1st..i ain't gonna stay home bored off my ass cuz she be assuming things...2nd...i would have exploded (i have short temper) i would have gone crazi on her ass...SERIOUSLY! Anyway befo all dat she made me get a blood 'n' urine test...4 wut...i don't kno....i told u she be trippin.

BUT U KNO WUT DESPITE ALL DAT SHYT....I HAD A WONDERFUL 'N' CRAZI WEEK. PLUS MY SECRET LOVER ( HE DON'T LIVE HURR) CALLED ME 'N' DAT MADE ME HAPPI! WE TALKED 'N' IT WAS GREAT...TOO MAKE THINGS BETTER HIS COMING 4 THANKSGIVING...'N' MOVING BACK DIS X-MAS....HOPEFULLY I'LL STILL BE HURR BY X-MAS. WELL LUV U ALL...'N' TAKE CARE! XOXO! 1! 

**muah**

 

 
 
 
 
 
 

omg this whole week has been wierd!

anyway i'm going back out w/ chris...yes ppl i'm going back out w/ him dispite of wut he did. I guess I'm happy. It's whatever.

so me 'n' this girl got into it in math class...it was dumb! Next time she tells me to shut up.. she gots it coming to her.

Ok lately I've been feeling wierd...lyke I have the sudden urge of being bad...which is bad and I'm sooo out going now which is not me. It's like I'm me but...not really me. yea i'm just gonna stop now! BYE!

 
 
 
 
 
 
the guy dat i luved really luved me back...but i found out too late becuz i never really had da guts to talk bout it 'n' now dat i wanna talk about it.it's just too late....we both moved on....but it hurts...'n' maybe dats y we still keep it as friends...cuz even though we treat each lyke shit...it's just a mask hiding wut we truly feel...we really care bout each other 'n' tink bout each other...but we r just too scared 2 admit it...'n' we put it aside lyke if it was just an ordinary problem...but @ da end we ask ourself..."could he/she have been da 1?" 'n' "if we gave it another try wut would have happened?"....We act lyke we kno wut were doin but we are clueless...confused...'n' it sux 2 kno dat when he said i love u he didn't just say it he meant it...'n' so did I.
 
 
 
 
 
 

YUPP HE BROKE UP W/ ME YESTERDAI....'N' YUPP I WAS PISSED OFF...'N' NO I DID NOT LOVE HIM...'N' NO I WASN'T HEART BROKEN...

HE WAS SUCH A TYPICAL GUY...YUPP DATS ALL HE WANTED "SEX" 'N' NO I'M NOT GONNA THROW MYSELF 2 HIM JUST 4 HIM 2 STAY W/ ME. SO YEA HE BROKE UP W/ ME AND???? I DON'T GIVE A FUCK!!!

BESIDES DAT I'M DOIN GREAT...PEACE!